Finally Aiza at School.

Yes! There are still 49 days to go that Aiza will turn to 5 years. She has lived her childhood, not being too spoiled nether too introverted. She was a girl to get up whatever time, she felt like in the day time, whatever she wanted I provided her, she listens to me and those golden days are fading away.  I admitted her in the school due to social pressure, everyone had the opportunity to be telling which school does she study in, why did not you let go to school, etc.  I have admitted her to a school near my house. I have visited many schools prior to her admission to the school, in which I found Dar-e-Arqam the best due to a system they have and location wise.

The day before she practically goes to school, I bought her uniform and some other important requirements for school. I made her sleep with me that I can get her up, prepare her and go to school.

Early in the morning she was excited which really motivated me that it will not be upsetting. Today she got up earlier than her usual time and got prepared. Me and my wife went with her to the school and let her begin following teachers/madams.

I dropped my wife back home and visited her school again and sat outside the school for an hour or so and then come back home with a heavy heart. It was too hard not to find Aiza in the house, trying to get settled but could not do it.

I rushed down to my house and started the car and went to her school and took her back home. On the way back she said, that it is too great to be in school, I am going to make some friends and I also finished my donut in school.

She is sleeping now and I am watching at her face, it gives me extra pleasure that she is growing up and stabilizing me emotionally.

Every father may be having some emotional attachments to his daughter, I know this is awkward to write something like that, but I can’t stop myself.

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