I don't know where to start things from; there is a big list to write
about. Gone are the days, when I was un-married and used to give enough time to
my nieces and nephews. I used to teach them, used to get them good gifts, used
to take them out, on walking, used to play games with them, regularly following
them in their schools, School’s syllabus and other co-curricular activities. I
used to put my 100% to groom them confident enough, build their capacity in a
positive way and last but not the least used to take them to my circles to get
them kind of socialized. Sincerity, care and love for them have been my top priority.
Those days even their parents used to appreciate me, for being so.
Now when I become a father of baby Girl (Aiza khan), no body cares of
her, she smiles to every one, and get nothing out of it in response, even a
smile back. She looks at every-body at home and people just pass by, as if
there is no one smiling to them. Keeping everything aside, I don’t ask them to
get back what I have done for them, but at least consider her, part of the
family, that’s my question from them. I wish I could teach Aiza, not to smile
to un-authorized and unqualified people at home. I wish I could teach her, that
in this materialistic world, you can just find the unconditional love and care
form your own parents, but Kids are Kids, they are way innocent. So I have decided
to grow up my daughter in a very alienated environment, where she can grow up,
with dignity and bold self-made entity. Because self-done is well done. It
shocks me from head to toe, when she smiles with out being noticed. Dude she is
my Daughter, my life and my love, not a elevator to use and Just pass through.
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