She does not answer my Phone

Its been a week that I have not seen my daughter. I dropped my wife and daughter to my in-laws. 

According to the plan, they will be staying in my in-laws for a whole month and it is really getting hard to stay alone in the house. 

When I close my eyes I listen to my daughter's voice, Papa lets go shopping and when I open my eyes I find her not around. It is now getting harder to stay. I was watching at her picture and got too upset. 

The moment I get upset I pick the phone and call on my wife and insist her to pass the phone to my daughter and she does not speak to me. She is not missing me, she is happy with other kids. They play together all the time and I am happy that she is happy. When it comes to see her physically I get broken heart and again pick the phone to call my wife. 

It is really getting harder to stay away from my family. 

She is Four Now

 31st January is her birthday.

That day I come back home and I was completely financially broken, I even did not have extra money to buy her a birthday cake. I even did not ask anyone to land me some money, coz that’s what never been my nature from the day I born. 

My wife has stopped me not to buy a cake, coz we thought what will we do if the money goes off? She was too much upset and so was I. Coz we never missed a single birthday of Aiza to celebrate. Finally, I chosen to move out of home and buy her the cake. There is a famous bakery down to my house [Rahat Bakery], from where I bought a small cake to make the day special. We celebrated her birthday halfheartedly. [Leave this financially grievances]

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This year she improved talking in different languages, such as Urdu and a bit of English. She looks beautiful in the morning and especially when gets up and sleep for a while in her mom’s lap. 

Aiza Khan has got her own Desktop and she can play on her choice video holding [mouse] with her small cute hands. 

We love more than anything anyone on this face of earth.